By now I should have been used to it . The snickering , the silent changes in expression , your head shaking in disappointment and irritation when I accidently pressed a wrong button on the remote.The excuses : my head hurts , I’m tired , I’m under stress , I need rest , I have to have my 8 hour sleep , the lack of support etc etc ...I should have been used to it all . Its been nearly 5 years now ( if we make it to the big day ) and yet I still hurt when you react this way , it makes me want to crawl into a hole and stay there forever. It makes me want to never see your face again...ever !!! It makes me want to pack my bags now , this very minute and LEAVE !!!
Why am I not immune , why am I so sensitive still......why do you hurt me so .....