there is no day like today
I talk in stutters
Agony of unanswered quietions began to peel
peel off in screams that bounce off my empty walls
they are not mine
these walls, nor this bed
every second get me closer to death
every second gets me closer to heaven
.... hell it my seem this human bliss of ignorance
i crave to devour of each who passes

the bliss of a life one had
life full of passion
passion of lies we all hid behind
until my door was opened
i watched how this bliss like snow it once flaked
now melt as this arrow pentrated my heart oneday
shiver of cold then swept in radiating my heart as if
it was filling these holes that reached into my soul
finding the grief i hid so well
i cried that morning in my mothers arms
not out of guilt or shame or anger
out of something more i knew that would lead me a way

this way to you
to your life... each life i didnt find
found me in time,
as i touched your ignorance of bliss
melted your throne, but created crown
a crown of your own life

but now i must leave
no more reading
no more writing

other wise i might lose
my touch for others
to get by.

to reach thier way to heaven
hell it may be
but dont worry
their is always him to believe
not me

remember that