my dysfunctional self

im not fit for society..im an aggressive violent maniac who never follows the norms of socitey..If people come to my place, i dont act all sugary nice, like people are sposed to..instead i say wutever i want, i still scream and shout and make weird faces..things which i should restrict myself to enjoying only when im alone..sigh..but dont see that happening in the near future
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i love going to school be cause over there, my craziness is relished....i can scratch and hit peope when playing basketball, i can throw my dupatta and start dancing in the qirls quadrangle, i can sing on the top of my voice, i can cheat while playing dumbcharades( dont exactly know how 2 spell that), i can crack crazy jokes about me doing it with some freaky guy in my acc class on the top of mt everest..and people still want to hang out with me :D
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for the last week, my p5 math book has open on my table 24/7..
wacko teachers been giving 50 sums a day...and ive been a dud and done all 5o every day...i swear if i dont get an A, ill kill her..
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ure beautiful and goodbye my lover by james blunt are such amazing songs...i lissn to them all the time!!!
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saw ten things i hate abt u again recently..i swear, if any guy wants me to go out with him(the chances of which are very nonexistant at the moment) he just has to sing...’i love you babyy..and if its quite alrite i need u babyyyy..’ (or wutver the lyrics were)..
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songs se yaad aya, i attended an islamic class recently, which juust made me realize how big a sinner i am....i talk abt songs 24/7....which is bad bad badddd! i shudnt hear them !! but its soo hard soooo hardd to resist
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