Itna lamba ksh lo yaro dum nikal jaye, zindagi sulgao yaro gum nikal jaye.

I'm in a haste to finish everything these days. Every waking moment seems to be an alarming emergency. No matter how simple the task might be, it must be done in a hurry. If I’m standing up, then I’m constantly strolling, if I find myself idly sitting on the sofa, then I constantly wring my finers. Every single second is accounted for with some small nervous action.
There really need not be any hurry, for, I have not much to do and nowhere to go. Maybe, it is an old habit, this race with time I've become used to defeating, which is making me run around in a constant panic. I’ve ran so hard in my lifetime, that now even the process of slowing down, or stopping, is taking its time. It's screeching to a halt. Or maybe, it is the return of caffeine in my system??
The thing is, it is just not my actions that are multi-tasking, my thoughts are also running along with every action and even quicker. The faster a thought is reaching completion, the task tries to get there first. It is as if someone has pushed the alarm button in my brain and everything feels like a state of emergency.
How does one slow this down? This race with time. I know it is an rigged race because there are no goals to achieve, no deadlines to reach, no finish lines to touch. I’m just running, just so time can notice my tries. I’m such a faker!