dead in the land of the living

4:31pm

these feelings i cant control
these tears they freeze
and so do i

my heart dying from the inside
and im powerless to stop it

concentrate on each heartbeat
no emotion behind it
eyes glass
face stone
hands cold

its almost like there is no one
is there?

i keep breathing but its only cause i cant stop it
heart still beats....but does not feel
i can feel the inside turn to stone
the hurt cant get me anymore

but neither can anything else

i used to sit in these dark corners for so long
used to be lost in the night
i walked out scared
eyes blinded by the light

i thought i found a way
so keep him at rest
but it was just his game

to let me peel away this wall
only to find that i was spilling my own blood

again....

so now brick by brick
slowly the wall comes up again

i wont take it down this time

i might now feel anything anymore
but hurt cant get me