Monologue or Dialogue.. .. u decide

P1: This weekend is boring. The sun is shining outside. People are jovial, going on beach, doing barbecue, enjoying beer, preparing for Club. And you, sitting on your ass, solving sudoko, reading books and watching movies.
P2: You know what??? F U C K you... remember we went on beach last Saturday, we're sick of meat, don't take beer and can go club if you want at night.
P1: Your missing the whole point asshole. Point is I need change. This Sun is not coming back. This bright, still and impressive blue sky will not come back. How could miss that. Where is that admirer??? Where that person has gone. At least, grab a camera..do some photography that you long wanted to do....
P2: (sound lil tired) I dono mate..... I feel that I cant do anything anymore especially any creative stuff. I feel like billion others, who think they are some artist but actually they aren't. Plus, I dont find courage in me.
Remember.. we wanted to capture London on Hourly basis. How the mood of this city changes with clock, then over the week time, then in region wise. I think idea was great..What do you reckon???
But, you know it doesn't matter. Look at Kapi Bhai's photography... My God everything is there. light, color, focus, subject, thinking in perfect harmony. i cant do like that.
P1: You bigot...How can you do that with me????? You killing me asshole.
Look, you have no competition with others. You not f ucking professional. You will be doing it for yourself, for me...
P2: Why in the world we cerate something??? For ourself????? You're liar f ucker... why a writer wants his/her book published?? a painter an exhibition??? an actor a show???? ..for themselves ..my ass!!!!! They want appreciation and acceptance.
P1: They want communication ad connection, they want their message get across. So that they interact with those who understands them. So that they can share thoughts, feelings and emotions.
P2: They seek approval of each other so that they can be called intellectuals. They talk about every ism and discuss big brainy theories so that they can be liked and praised by others. These people has every solution of world's every soc-geo-political problem. But they can't see suffering of their own parent/sibling/friends. I tell you mate they cant solve even their own miseries sometime cant even identify them. Plus Your negating your own words. Nobody creates things for their own. Everybody needs approval... no matter professional or ameture.
P1: True.. but you are coward. You dont wanna do anything because other will not approve that. You're pathetic.
P2: Yes I am, I don't see a reason. why should I be doing that I know I can't do better and others will not understand and approve. But you know I am not hypocrite. I can dare to see my ugly face in mirror. I know improvement starts from yourself. Not the other way around.
P1: If that can feel you better.. suit urself... But I don't see any difference between you and them. They are hiding themselves behind each other's back and you're hiding you're self behind their products... Books, movies What do u reckon they're???
P2: (sound tired) What do you want me to do????try to do things that I feel I don't have ability for???? You know the definition of ability ...'approval of others'. Nobody approves me, no body understands me.. I m Hermit in this world.
P1: Thats the dilemma of new century... Everybody says nobody understands me. In this age of over communication, nobody understands each other. Mate, happiness and solution are in small things. As you said yourself... Try!!!!! try to make connections.......Interact!!! listen!!! listen even if you feel that they're responsible for their own problems. Forgive people.....forgive yourself....
P2: You sound like psychic therapist.
P1: You should thank that I am in you. You don't need to pay.
P2: Sometime I feel that you shouldn't be in me or I shouldn't be in you. And we would be two normal person. One neurotic and other optimistic and jovial.
P1: You know every person has both. Some realise them and some don't. You know what?? Don't start it again...Lets write something. I remember we have ID on chowk. Mostly its you write. But today, we will write together...
P2: Okay!!! But know na that I m rather we're not good writer.
P1: F U C K u!!! I said dont start again.
P2: Okay, but what we will be writing????
P1: Same thing that we have been discussing.....
P2: But!!!!!
What the hell??? (looking at monitor)
What happened to chowk??????
How to heck we ill use it???
how to login??
how to post iLog???
What people are interacting on ilogs... No privacy... people are commenting on matters that have no idea of......passing their judgement...Thats Bullshit
P1: dude!!!!!!!!! there no bullshit....we're here for interaction. to read and read by....Otherwise Go f uck yourself and write diary or use only me view button.
P2: Okay It will be stupid to write all that...are you sure??? I m pushing the Submit button....here it goes.....