Another Night finds me alone...

It's amazing how i cant remember his name. for the Life of me, I cant. and i had done some serious moping for him (yes sounds familiar doesnt it). i can recall his face though. was very pleasant.. and kind. funny how im forgetting what doesnt matter to me either way. funny how life comes full circle so late in the day. almost at the most inopportune times. funny how i sit at my workplace, trying to enter an iLog.

so yeah, spoke to a friend. he's excellent with dispensing advice. phenomenal. he had two words for me "Cold Turkey". so it shall be. which means i need some more gadgets.. maybe even a replacement for some existing ones. thats gonna suck. After being jilted at this not-so-ripe age, I had just made plans to save. If Im to be alone, Id rather be alone with some money ;p Tch Tch dont judge.

so yeah speaking of replacements, I do sincerely feel, I need to find a replacement for him. and no, Im not talking about gadgets anymore;p If I can find a companion once more. I shouldnt call him replacement. Thats not fair. A companion. Preferably someone whose "getting over" a significant other. I dont think I could deal with too much attention at this time. So yeah, sad though it seems, someone I can mope with ...

what else? Yeah I spent bucket loads of money this weekend. Like bucket loads. But no it wasnt shopping therapy, i needed all that I bought ;p ha ha ha ha..

on that delusional note.....