The Storms

I feel so sick. Its this burning feeling in my stomach. Its because of her, as well as because it was strange last night. We were together for hours, and the silence was so haunting.
But sickness is also because its so fucked up now. If it weren't fucked up, the other sickness would be there, anyway.
She is the only one who gives me this sickness, this gut feeling.
I was waiting for him to come, at the concert, and then I saw her, and something happened to me. I started to sweat and my heart started to beat fast, like it always does when I see or hear her. Then it becomes impossible to stay in one place or be calm. But I manage to keep control. Yet inside, there are storms happening.
After so long, I STILL feel so strong about her. I feel so much love. It keeps growing like a wild magical plant