superficial rant...

It is not ok to cheat. it's a simple lesson which we are all taught as kids. just like it's not ok to litter. but you cheated. not once but twice (?), like a fucking school boy. first with the gypsy whose articles always lay scattered in your room.. "oh she was washing her clothes /using my cupboard baby, thats it".. and then with DO ME.. "she's so much like you...".. yeah right!!! Am i FUCKING Russian whore? cause thats the only way i can be like her, asshole..

so NO, when you fucking come to me, while with her and pretend we're cool, sorry. i'm no gwen stefani.. and my new man doesnt look hot or cash in at a whopping 100 million dollars!!!

but really. ranting apart, i'm hurt. my nano is full of songs i SHOULDNT be listening to, and i'm in a bad place emotionally. the ONLY thing that helps me right now is that you looked like SHIT.. in fact the word shit doesnt even cut it.. you looked worse than shit..whatever that is.

in a perverse way i want to see you again, but only If i'm looking hot and 50 pounds lighter. and since neither of thats happening anytime soon, so yeah, 'tis best we dont see each other.

and the other thing that hurts me is the effort you have made. I got nothing for two years (no wait ONE CD), she gets a freaking trip!??? how? by being clingy, insanely jealous, and humping you like a bunny? well actually, hah, its probably just the latter, that should cut it for any man.

cest la vie.. ok im feeling better..

me rant is officially over ..

;p

PS: I dedicate this to our relationship by saving this Ilog in the Humour category LOVER!