that day ..that night ... thank you

saturday july 5
1240 am


The day
the night
the day the night....i just made it numb again.
All over again .... I had to there was no way through.
I found out that it was the day.
The day I knew would come but I just had to shun it away.
I ll understand it some day.
The day I gave up and I gave in....
but to give in was such a chore
to find my way to let go.
Undo everything I survived .... everyday I put you away.
In a small box that I thought wouldnt hurt.
But it did ... and its okay.
I had someone next to me the whole way through.
Held my hand... told me it was time to let myself go.
Whatever it would do.

You wont believe the night I had.... thank god for you.
I will never forget the things I had bottled ...just came out
and you held me to the end.
I love you forever
that day that night
I will never forget.