history repeats itself

you seem so close
but yet so far.
I am feeling blocked from this world
but you asked me to come and hold your hand.
maybe be we could get through this togather,
but who you are i really dont know.
and i am scared now to let go but i know that day will come when our grip will losen.
i am having to much fun to think about the future, it scares me from wanting it to come. But is all this fun worth it? do we really know who we are to one another? does it matter?
you use me and i use you
thats what was the deal so we dont feel alone.
i wonder why you chose me, when we dont anything for sure. But i guess thats what people who are lonely do... find others to keep them company.So we can feel as if someone around who cares.
But i still wonder when the time comes to give it all up agian... to feel hurt and miserable agian... when will it catch up agian.