what is the past
tell me what good was it
and what it did....

they say it makes you much stronger
the mistakes you made
the decisions that fade
they are supose to make sense
now that its in the past.
now that you understand
what it all stood for.
to make you what you are.

what did it make me i wonder?
so many plans.. so hard i worked
so many promises... so many words
all lies they feel now

i count the days till this is all over
because it will be over.. it will just be
another memory just like the others.
it will just those promises people make
in the moment which then just are left to rot.

i just wait counting the days
i just wait...waiting for the sun to shine
and this time for me to feel the warmth.
i wait silently in constant fantasy of fairytales ..... dreaming hoping... that maybe time will come agian
to relive what i had....

But i do just wait to find the person
who is meant to be mine forever.