Thanks to mother, I have rededicated myself to peace and love....

The change

'mother', an Ilogger on chowk, made the holy pilgrimage (an umrah), and while in front of the kaaba, she said a prayer for me:

"...allah mian 'thinkingstorm' kay liyay asanian karain zindagi mein khushian dain, contention of heart dain ..."

I was so moved by this gesture of peace and love, that I became embarrassed of my detour of late. I decided to change my ways.

The universe wanted me to understand the gravity of my state and the depravity of my detour, and offered another gentle reminder in the form of Humsab's post about the three types of happiness, with tamasika being the shallowest and laziest form of happiness that does not have redeeming value.

indeed, I had been lured away by tamasika :((

The actions

I decided to immediately forgive scout and neembu for their transgressions towards me, and decided not to fight with them anymore.

The resistance

Well, to every action, there is always an equal and opposite reaction.

Neembu came out calling me an idiot. It is okay. The less said about neembu, the better. The best mode of interaction with neembu will be to have no interaction with neembu.

Nadia bibi came out of the woodworks to call me names, simply because I stated that I will not fight with scout or neembu anymore.

Anyway, my fellow lovely humans, wish me success in my re-dedication to promote love and peace. Ameen.