Screaming my frustrations

Just driving around today aimlessly, i wanted to scream and scream i did. Just let my voice out as loud as i could. Dont know what made me do that but it just helped me in venting my frustrations today. Then i realized that i was actually standing on a traffic signal with my sunroof open. And that was kinda embarrassing as there were some who started to observe me as if i had a problem. But why not i do have a problem:)-

Why is it that its becoming more of a pain then pleasure. I thought people who are in love are at the top of this world, but why is it that i feel completely the opposite.

Is she just playing around or is she serious? I dont have a fucking clue.....

And then comes the family.....how am i supposed to handle so many pressures. How come there is no easy way out of this?