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I stepped into the big bad scary world of adults almost 2 years ago. I got heartbroken, I cried..now it's come to the point where my heart just aches and there are no tears. And then I will be part of the bigness, the badness and the scariness of the world of adults.

My only hope lies in Islam, and I am truly desperate to grasp it and hold on to it but I keep falling off. May Allah guide me.

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