Why Am I An Agnostic Muslim? I think these ayaat can solve ur problem

Why Am I An Agnostic Muslim?

Why Am I An Agnostic Muslim? Mubashir,
I think its ur bad luck, in spite of belonging with Muslim family u don`t believe on God.
U should Read Quraa.n with its Translated Language (which u can understand). There he, himself provide u proves of his Almighty. U said If he is All Raheem (merciful) than y he is ignoring people in miseries. My dear brother he is not ignoring us. but we are who are ignoring Allah. We are doubtful to believe how he can help us. How he can provide our necessity of life. When he can provide feed to a Seep in shell, than y he will not give us our required things. I said a verse to prove him and his Wahdaniet.
Allahoo Wadahoo pay Yaqeen Aye ga tujhko
Kantoon kee Panha main Phoolon kee Qaba daikh.

Try to analyze your self. Ur body, ur feelings, ur heart beat. Just think how u was created? How u was feed for 9 months, when u were in ur Mother`s belly. How did u come out, and now u r in this state of mind that u r thinking, Is there is a God or Not. And u don`t know what the coming moment is going to do with u. how much time u can survive.
If really you want to believe on one God, Just go to him and pray to guide u. believe me, u will find him. Inshallah. And think if he was not Raheem than u has been demolished by him after thinking against him. He also want u think, analyze this universe than believe him.
In Quran he said.

Don`t go throug sect. of Muslims. they were all created by man. Just believe in Quran and Hadees.

Eye of the Beholder I liked ur boldness more than ur poem.

“Your rough bare feet,
A symbol of defeat,
A novel of escape,
A story of retreat;” (bare feet, a symbol of defeat is really beautiful)
and after it u wrote
“Your huge brown breast,
A symbol of unrest,
I wish to see it naked!”
I know she could protest;

Its more bold and beautiful stanza. however, most of people don`t like to discribe their wishes like u, but have unvoiced desire in their hurts. the above stanza remindes me a shair of Ahmed Fraz,
kissay Naseeb, ka bay.perahen(naked) ussay dakhaye
kabhee khbhar to Dar-O-Dewar Ghar ka dekhtaye hain.
(but I couldn`t understand y u wrote Could inspite of can).``could`` create a tentative situation that she could protes against ur wish but she din`t.) is it so? anyhow finally ur peom and ur style is good and resembles with our old Urdu poets.

Warped hi Samir Fayaz
good poem and and i think that its fight between eveil and virtue, and lie and true.
but may be i am wrong u don`t want to say it.
but its a good thinking to get any virtue.

’Complements’ Of The Season good farzana i m new on chowk.
how u could it. its amazing.