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The Dusty Eternal Earth
Dust flies up with each step as you walk on the burned golden earth. Soft particles, finer than talcum that enter your body through your pores and coat individual strands of your hair with coarseness.
This is my place, coated with dust, seasoned with heat. Sit down, relax, drink some nimbu paani and soak in the life of the eternal earth.
Background
A master’s degree in Communications prepared me perfectly for a life in the spotlight, chiming, ’would you like fries or onion rings with that?’
Luckily (for me at least) I was rescued from that charming fate when I entered the world of computer book publishing. So any of you out there, budding writers *and* computer gurus, you know who to call/e-mail.
Work
Like I said, I am an acquisitions editor for a computer book publisher. Part of the job is to grow market share, generate book ideas, find and recruit authors, negotiate contracts and play bad cop...and well...bad cop.
Interests
Hmmm.....apart from sleeping I love to read and write and hike. But most of all I love lazy, late evenings when reality evaporates and the thin curtain of the imagination flutters seductively, inviting me to enter...i.e. times when I am not doing anything at all.
Final
Always bitch about other people because they are probably bitching about you.
Scattered Wide column by Jawahara Saidullah
Articles by Jawahara Saidullah
Frozen
Jawahara Saidullah Dec 13, 2006 interacts: 8 Views: 3874It was a small story, covered only in the local press, largely ignored by the aggressive festivities of the holiday season: 'Man Found Frozen in Snow Bank' ...
In the Company of Women
Jawahara Saidullah Jun 27, 2006 interacts: 79 Views: 14367For I knew that across the North American landscape, in large cities and small towns, there were others.
The Invisible Aliens
Jawahara Saidullah May 28, 2006 interacts: 19 Views: 5718These illegals live sometimes invisible lives. They work in sweat-shops, labor under the hot sun picking fruit and lettuce, mow our lawns, clean our houses and look after our children
First, Honor Thyself
Jawahara Saidullah May 1, 2006 interacts: 63 Views: 11682Her virginity and her body is not hers alone. They are symbols of her family’s honor, whether it is her birth family or that of her husband
A Thousand Cuts
Jawahara Saidullah Apr 3, 2006 interacts: 373 Views: 39784Female genital mutilation is actually on the rise, as those who practice it, bring it with them as they make their Diasporic journeys to other lands
Give Us this Day our Tandoori Chicken
Jawahara Saidullah Feb 27, 2006 interacts: 86 Views: 11983Apart from the usual news, there were accounts of the latest breed of terrorists. They need no bombs, they are small and undetectable and they are constantly on the move
Conduits
Jawahara Saidullah Feb 1, 2006 interacts: 20 Views: 5304This is the reality, for most of us who live outside our countries. We’re always looking for that door… the conduit that connects our new home to the real home we long for
Ch-ch-changes
Jawahara Saidullah Jan 10, 2006 interacts: 15 Views: 4674Change, is after all, the only true constant in life. The way we look changes, from our waistlines to our skin to our thinning hair
In Praise (and Defence) of Blasphemy
Jawahara Saidullah Dec 21, 2005 interacts: 131 Views: 29001Blasphemy to me is the domain of a different mind, of a brave person (or a foolish one) but someone who definitely swims against the tide
Diasporic Indian
Jawahara Saidullah Nov 30, 2005 interacts: 78 Views: 10176I realized that the strange unease within me, the missing piece was the overlapping, messy Jawahara of the Diaspora.
Standing Alone in Mecca by Asra Q. Nomani
Jawahara Saidullah Sep 13, 2005 interacts: 168 Views: 23173The journey to Mecca and standing alone at the birthplace of Islam is a running metaphor in Nomani’s book. She is always alone, or so it seems, on the other side of most Islamic issues.
The Weight of Water
Jawahara Saidullah Jul 20, 2005 interacts: 32 Views: 11103“Women are like water,” her father used to say, “they are gentle and patient and they take the shape of whatever situation into which they are poured.”
The Woman on the Tracks
Jawahara Saidullah Jul 8, 2005 interacts: 28 Views: 6598Three wheels pass over her waist before the train stops.
Monsters Unlocked
Jawahara Saidullah Mar 4, 2005 interacts: 15 Views: 4930Only human beings can kill like this: the ultimate predator, cunning, hunting in groups, with weapons and without remorse. And we all have this machete killer lurking within us. It only awaits some fuel to burst forth and destroy others and us along with
The Gun
Jawahara Saidullah Dec 9, 2004 interacts: 21 Views: 5786A life which, after his retirement kept him on edge, surprised in a world that had changed so drastically since he had entered the service so many years ago. His wife was the biggest surprise.
The Allahabad I Knew
Jawahara Saidullah Oct 27, 2004 interacts: 61 Views: 18723A customer was looking for Jacques Derrida’s works. He and the owner lamented Derrida’s death before launching into a passionate discussion on deconstruction. I smiled to myself. This was the Allahabad I remember, where words and books and wri
The Drive
Jawahara Saidullah Nov 15, 2003 interacts: 21 Views: 9254She unclipped his seatbelt and hers, moving closer to him, forcing him into an embrace. He resisted for one long moment before collapsing into her arms. Together they cried, each holding the other, in the darkness of their car, not knowing where they were
The Beast and I
Jawahara Saidullah Aug 27, 2003 interacts: 93 Views: 12051When I talk someone else, it is his cynical, mocking voice I hear in my ears. When I look into another person’s eyes, I peer instead into the center of his soul, glimpsing uncharted, thrilling vistas and promises that excite and repel me.
Ramblings On the Fence
Jawahara Saidullah Feb 19, 2003 interacts: 44 Views: 9348Searching for your realities in a melting pot.
Resurrection
Jawahara Saidullah Jan 15, 2003 interacts: 9 Views: 4803That night he dreamt of her hands again. They threaded small, white buds of the queen of the night into long strands. And wove them around his heart.
In This Together
Jawahara Saidullah Oct 3, 2001 interacts: 167 Views: 20848my identity will be subsumed under the trappings of my skin and my name
Heart of Silence in the Place of Chaos
Jawahara Saidullah Aug 2, 2001 interacts: 12 Views: 6504Two months later she found out he got married to a suitable girl
Degrees of Horror
Jawahara Saidullah Mar 6, 2001 interacts: 14 Views: 5693Someone in Kutch is just a few degrees removed from me
Brocade
Jawahara Saidullah Feb 3, 2001 interacts: 74 Views: 12396Like a worm they have crept inside my perfect daughter’s heart and mind
At Your Table: Gluttony
Jawahara Saidullah Sep 1, 2000 interacts: 13 Views: 6438I follow visions of food that turn to dust and ashes in my mouth
Banyan Tree
Jawahara Saidullah Aug 24, 2000 interacts: 26 Views: 9295a lone boat on the sea of the universe
The Ring
Jawahara Saidullah Aug 6, 2000 interacts: 16 Views: 4417Of Angootha Baba’s divine toe and the miracles it engenders
Roses and Broken China
Jawahara Saidullah Mar 13, 2000 interacts: 24 Views: 7626A fragrant look at yesterday
Her Other Self
Jawahara Saidullah Nov 1, 1999 interacts: 12 Views: 6546Why did she wake up in nightmarish sweats chased by dark fears?
The Bird of Crimson and Gold
Jawahara Saidullah Aug 17, 1999 interacts: 19 Views: 5876And it said to her, “it is coming. Be patient.”
His Slave
Jawahara Saidullah May 16, 1999 interacts: 0 Views: 4403Lifting her face for her lover’s kiss, she closed her eyes, and stepped off
The Love Letter
Jawahara Saidullah May 6, 1999 interacts: 18 Views: 7379I spend waking nights writing you a letter
Just a Chance Encounter
Jawahara Saidullah Apr 1, 1999 interacts: 7 Views: 4937Now ... it was too late for me.
Corporate Battles
Jawahara Saidullah Mar 20, 1999 interacts: 7 Views: 5108the seductive sweetness of ripe mangoes fresh from a tree
Jaya: Chronicle of an Anonymous Death
Jawahara Saidullah Feb 9, 1999 interacts: 9 Views: 5168There is no one here, Jaya, only you, I tell myself.
Sound Quest
Jawahara Saidullah Jan 30, 1999 interacts: 18 Views: 8640I could never...decide what the sound of flesh on flesh was
Jawahara Saidullah
- Articles on Chowk: 37
- First article: Jan 30, 1999
- Latest article: Dec 13, 2006
- Times read on Chowk: 379673


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